My first post! December 17, 2005
perhaps not angry, more pertinant..much kindness, for this eye.much sympathy without understanding.comfort zone blown open.much pain in this naked frame, easily given awaywanting relatingseeking validitydesprate for the sincereother good people ARE heresee someone with similar eye, know something of their time, with a gentle nod.a witness.knife or a block of wood – there still remains goodtell a killersee the blowunspoken.must we tell all to all?no…unrememberclose eyes without lidswish perspectivewas average.wish could have been somewhere elsenot seen w.i.s.h.i.n.g.it was me.i’ll crucify the hurtfuland maime the wronginwardly and outwardlyfor what we’ve all done.hurt them that would hurt.i understand imperminance.i overstand.eye19damagedself destructivetoo much seenfeltit cut deep.it cuts deepso i cut deeperfor too long.then i’d be gone.invite deathlust a romantic twilightdance till we dropdance as a shamencheated againinto illness without an end.for others sins myself i defend.home is dark, only home.a void which cannot be broken from which we all came.warmthsilencelove awaits.but i must be here.other souls for to steer.the future is brightwhitealright.but that was no end for a soul.
