Reasons January 28, 2006

Im half dead now and these are simply the reasons…

He made me feel that Im not alone
He made me feel that I exists
He made me feel that Im human, That I could laugh, cry, mad, angry, and smile
He simply made me feel special…

Thats why I am so dependent to him until such time
I feel that he was my other half
I know and I feel theres no other person in this world would make me feel that way… I guess its so possible now…

Plus the fact that he cares me in so many ways… but now I know I simply know that no one cared for me the way he did… before…

to be continue…

Oled…

Mosaic… Pics at my work!!! January 23, 2006

Im so happy found this site to have mosaic of all the pics…

Here are the dashing pipzzz at my office… my co mates, my friends!

Oled…

My Work Place!!! January 9, 2006

Cheer out with my officemates…

Oled…

The Death Pain! January 5, 2006

everyone is wondering what is feel like to be dead… is it so painful, peace, cold or sadness…

I was wondering everytime I walked on the street, I feel something else that carried away by the wind,

walking in silence, passing by people who I might knew and seeing them if they could feel me and remember me…

how could I wish I could be sky, seeing all the world and as well people will be seeing me…

why is it so unfair? and seeing people differently…

everytime I passed by, stare and gaze, why is it I couldnt see the wonders and the beauty…

yet I couldnt see the darkness and feel nothing and empty about it…

why it is I hear only the mourning, bawling, weeping and the unpleasant sounds of silence

I feel the death pain luring me, enticing me to be with…

Look and breath with me…

will you be there to save me???

See what could sadness brought me? give me peace at the lifetime of war…

Oled…

Because of YOU! January 4, 2006

I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did
You fell so hard
I’ve learned the hard way, to never let it get that far
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don’t get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust
Not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid
I lose my way
And it’s not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because I know that’s weakness in your eyes
I’m forced to fake, a smile, a laugh
Every day of my life
My heart can’t possibly break
When it wasn’t even whole to start with
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don’t get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust
Not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid
I watched you die
I heard you cry
Every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry
In the middle of the night
For the same damn thing
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don’t get hurt
Because of you
I tried my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don’t know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I’m ashamed of my life because it’s empty
Because of you
I am afraid
Because of you
Because of you

Oled…

Fu*king dream!!! January 3, 2006

One Love Me summer day at Cebu you see the most wild creature you have ever seen. Their name is DM , and every move he makes just turns you on more and more. You nudge your best friend Joseph and say, “Wow, that has to be the most small body I have ever seen.” Suddenly, he looks in your direction and starts walking right towards you!!! he says, “I noticed you staring at me from over there. I just had to tell you, that I think you are so beautiful , and was wondering if you’d like to go to USA with me and to be with him ?” With a stupid smile on your face you say, ” I love you ” and go with them. When you finally get to USA , he moves closer to you, and gives you the biggest kiss ever. The two of you are passionately kissing, when you feel a Badian hit you on the back of the head. You open your eyes to find out it’s all a dream, but there is a note left next to your bed.

It reads: ” DM is the love you’ve been waiting your whole life for. he will ask you out in 2 days or less, but only if you send this e-mail to at least 10 people within the next few minutes. The more people you send it to, the sooner they will ask you out, and you both fall in love. Do not take this lightly, because if you simply ignore this, you will have bad luck in love for the next 2 years!”

fu*king dream, I wouldnt believe it now, never!!! *pukes*

Oled…

I will never forgive you!!! January 2, 2006

I will never forgive you…
I will never forgive you…
I will never forgive you…
I will never forgive you…
I will never forgive you…
I will never forgive you…
I will never forgive you…

I wish you go to hell, I even wish you die, su*k and fu*k you, you are the worst person I have ever meet in my life, I regret we have meet, I really regret it!!!Mao na bati kaau ang world bec. of the worthless person like you, walang kuwenta…

I will never forgive you… GABRIEL LUIS!!!

Oled…