Her Insights

Just playing around in the world of blogsphere…

Heavenly Pictures! May 17, 2006

Filed under: Uncategorized — jollacarmen @ 9:08 am
Ive got this great pictures from PAJIO at the other forums… Damn these pics are so great and lovely, it says that it was taken “up high”, I dont literally know what he means by I guess he was in airplane or helicopter when he captured these awesome pics… I guess… Anyway I cant just stop staring at those blue gracious clouds, so cool, so peace and wonderful… and the color is just perfect, simply perfect! sooner Im gonna shot or take like these pictures… Have fun staring!

 

Big Change… Best in Me! May 13, 2006

Filed under: Uncategorized — jollacarmen @ 7:00 am

Yesterday, May 12, 1038pm… I met my group way back from highschool at Mc Donalds Restaurant, JY Mall… Chereth, Razel, Stacey and his boyfriend Jun came. We have a chat, a very nice confabulation, joking around, reminiscing all the past, and laughing together… Within that time around I have to chance to gaze each everyone of them, to gape stupidly to their eyes and thingking somehow that we have made these big changes… yes, I mean its really good to see them back together, oh how I missed the old times…

How could I wish to turn back the time and chose to do it all over again… Honestly its really good to be young, right? no worries, no so much concern, free form angst and solicitude… *sigh*

But then time changed… yes changes and I think it will always will… I dont know what remains and who remains but I guess is… soon enough that Everyone fades and fading...

At end of our meeting with my friends, somehow I desire to have them to here with me always, but … people just passing by to your lives right? just like the wind, that always go along… go along…

and the big change?, well its up to them to accept who am I, to accept the before and after me…

I maybe not vocal to them but I just want to say from my bottom of my heart that “You’ll always stays in my heart for you were all part of my convoluted yet thrilling Life…I thank God that I found you all”
Drama right? just like in soup opera… hahahaha… and now Im wondering what they will say…

 

I missed my all confidante, mate, amigos, buddy in short my acquinted friends… May 4, 2006

Filed under: Uncategorized — jollacarmen @ 7:02 am
I missed all my friends, although they are not my so so close friends anymore but still I even think of them for where are they now and what they do…

One thing that I was excited about is when I saw and met my group, my barkada way back from highschool… Although when the time we graduated way back then, it was sad bec. we have this petty fight… hahahhaa… Yes we ended with no goodbyes when we finished our highschool days, its really kinda sad.

But after 5 years we met again, Kim, Razel, Ryan and Stacy… Good thing Razel called me and invited to Kim’s house last March at the day of his graduation. I was really excited when I met them, I was happy for they havent forgot me and they were able to contact me. Yes I did able to met them at school (Razel, Stacy and Ryan) for we attended the same school but they were not used to be way back times. I mean awkwardness and aloofness is there and I didnt know why, I guess lots of changes had happened. When the time I met the group, I see the wholeness of friendship being back together, to be honest nothing can beat when the whole group is present, each one of us… I feel the friendship of being whole is there and its 101% alive. Its seems the puzzled is being complete, after all those years…

Yes they did changed physical, down to emotionally, top to bottom…yes they did grow up.

Razel still has the cute face, sweet voice and Im happy that now he is mascularly built… I can even describe him tall dark and handsome… hehehe heheheh

(above pic: Razel)

Chum too aka Ryan has great changes on him, still he has this cute and happy face… he always smile as he used to be. Sweet and very funny friend, the type of person that makes you smile always, and I still even carried away by his corniest joke around. hahaha He is the type of boy next door thing, … (he is center at the above pic)

Stacy, this gurl still has the pretty face ever, so sweet and charming… yet she still chubby but I think that makes her pretty and beautiful inside and out. She still got so many boyfriends and I think she will never got run out of it… hehehe
This gurl reminds me of innocent beauty…

Kim, yes this one?… hmmmm, this guy sounds so astonishing… why? bec. for the past five years I havent met him until the day he graduated thats why when I looked at him to be honest I cant just stop thinking the big changes on him…
Still he got this tantalizing eyes that I always admire coz for me his eyes represents his personality and his whole being… Drama!
Hes good looking now and attractive, I dont know why I find him like that. I just dont know I guess Im not used to be seeing him like that…


(sad to say I didnt manage to get a pictures of them, but next time, I wont be missing taking
pictures for them and see their faces here… (*giggles*)

Anyway eventhough I was so desolate and dispirited for the past months, I even manage to get rid of it bec. of them… little by little…

Eventhough I dont know the exact reasons why I have to grieve and mournful this way, and I just can barely explain… but things are getting better now when I saw my “acquinted friends” that turns out my “friend” and will always be…

Damn I just love them…