JC solo poses! March 28, 2007

I’m bored and got nothing to do here… so I thought to pose some of my solo weird and funky pics… I don’t know if you like it but for me seeing these pics make me so giggle and flush… heheheh

I friend once called me I am narcissistic, yup somehow I do bec. I feel that this time I think more about myself and the only time I spent most of myself…
you know the feeling of being single!

I have the background music of “Just Once” by Martin Nievera now, I hate that song, no actually when I hear that song I hate the person who sang it when the first time I landed my eyes on him… before I cant dare hearing that song, but now somehow I can appreciate the lyrics of it, of NOT THINKING the person who sang it for me… and… I’m HAPPY! would you believe it that I keep hearing that song all over again today? hahahhaha,

Seriously? Being single is somehow boring, lonely and empty. Even though I’m in the midst of the crowd, sometimes I feel that I was the only one in there, standing… but then I realized that being single is not bad at all. They are quite a few things that I’ve learned on my own, capable of doing things in my own that I’ve never did before. It leads me to the phase of discovery things… Alone!
I maybe tend to be selfish… sometimes but I think, I think this is the better way to know who I am and the best that I could be…

Hmmmmm, I think I’m getting used to this feeling now but honestly?
I’m just preparing myself to be WITH SOMEONE …SOON!

Bittersweet,
ME

Oled…

AT Luisa’s house… March 26, 2007

We have a good time. Yup, there was Francis, Sherwin and Lui…

Actually it was only I who wants to be there at Luisa’s place but Francis insisted that we should have a drink and dinner to their place. I missed my bestfriend, my intend at that time was to chat with her coz I feel that I didnt see her for ages even it was a hell of one week …
heheheh
Besides I missed talking our lives, our plans, our decisions, our family and love life… hehehe

Actually and to be honest, Luisa is one of the few people who knew me, who understands me and knew my plans. So at that time were kinda udpating each other…

of course, as memoirs, taking of pics, never fails…

Oled…

what i always wanted… March 26, 2007

To be with someone that I could talk with, ANYTHING, EVERYTHING and ALWAYS…

Someone who I could interact, react, undertand, and commnunicate me eventhough just A STARE…

Someone that I could FREE all the emotions that are stored in my HEAD and kept in my HEART, ever since…

Someone I could shout my different kinds of SENTIMENTS without hesitation and doubt, that I could spit it out.

Someone who can APPREHEND my CRAZINESS…

Someone who could ride on the flow of my IMMATURITY…

Someone who is SENSITIVE enough to understand what I go through as a WOMAN,

I need someone who is STRIVING for PERFECTION in every aspect of LIFE…

Someone who CARES about my BEING…

Someone who can EMBRACE my soul…

Oled…

Whats in me… March 26, 2007

I dont know why I asked bout this but I came to a very deep thinking of whats going on, on everything to me…

you see I dont know if its in me the problem but you see I try to adjust them as far as i could…
its been 7 months now and I feel that they couldnt see and feel my existence…

too bad and too sad why they couldnt get me..
they were ok, i mean they are nice but in some aspects i saw a doubt in their face whenever i started to talk and be open with them, its just that, they always have this never ending question mark in their eyes, and in the end i always feel disregarded…

I always feel aloof whenever i tried myself to attach them, i feel the awkwardness aura, and the bad vibrations in them and the one thing i do?, or i must do? is to, to turn away… walk away…

i dont know if they intent to judge me, I guess they were seeing me physically not internally,I know they were lots of talk, gossips, chisszzzmmmmssss around, yet some I even heard of it…yes im affected but that much…

i wont fight them back, not bec. i dont know how to defend myself nor i wont tell them back either…

its just that I know where I stand, what to believe and I have faith in me;
i like people who have a broad thinking about the reality, i mean the real thing!

people who can accept and understand the changes and people who have the wisdom to know each of the differences…

I always believe in saying…
Your character take care of your reputation and your reputation will take care of yourself!

whew! maybe it just hard…

now can it be me? or its just they simply dont want the real me…

Oled…

My girlfriends! March 9, 2007

Every weekends we used to be at the D’ Vinci eating our never ending favorite pizza. I guess we have savored all the flavors and specialties of the said resto. And of course taking pics will always come our way, coz we luv ourselves to be in the camera… hahahha

you know we kinda frustrated posers! wahahahhahah

To take a sample? here it goes…

Oled…

UP High Family March 1, 2007

Last Feb. 25, 2007 at 9am, me and my family went to UP Highschool for the celebration of family day (My sister is studying at UP). And I expect it was such a boring day to me. I have no one to talk too, all the people are there are parents, my sisters friends classmates batchmates ect. I have seen no one level to my age, at least someone could dare to chat with me… But no one and never did, I was so silence at that time…

Anyway thank god the food was so great, they were lots lots of food. They have this huge table and lay all the great food around, named it, anything was there…. infront of me… hehehehe

And you bet I was able to taste them all just to lift up my mood of boredom and of course couldnt miss taking of pics… Enjoy

My ever beloved parents

My wafu papa and Me,,, hes really a king koy…

In my shades

Photograph by my sister

Pose pose again…

Me and my sister… —> cute smile

A pose with my mama… —> cheese!

Me and my ice cream.. hmmm yummy!

A close up pic of my sister… shes really cute ‘)

My mom, so busy taking care of the food, shes one of the committee at that time, I guess…

Oled…

OK, youve got to know my FAMILY! March 1, 2007

Since Ive been assorting my pics in my box, Ive found out that I still have lots of more pics to save online, (you know pics can consumed bigger space in a memory)
anyway I came accross to theses pics of my family and actually enjoying seeing each of them… hehehhehe

ok here we go…

this is my eldest sister, Janette… shes the kindhearted elder sister Ive known, shes sweet yet maldita, shes caring yet impatience, shes take care of us siblings… and this gurl really want to have a PERFECT family someday… hehehe

this is my only brother, Jiggy, taking up Computer Eng. at CIT, he will be graduating this March, hope he could graduate… hahaha

Jessa, my third sister, sometimes I do hate her bec. she usually teases me… hehehehe but I love her and Im used to fight with her, I guess thats the way we show our affection to each other… hehehhe.. 3rd Acctg. at UC…

Finally, my cute and adorable little sister, Jurrine… shes studying at UP now, freshman… actually Jessa had went that school too… hehhee
Shes the wittiest amoung our family, shes very smart and brings lots of achievement at school, yet lot of MEDALS… she knows chess actually all in the family knows to play chess… hehehhee
and also shes the most favorite of my parents (like youngest usually do)…

Enjoy meeting them

Oled…