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Just playing around in the world of blogsphere…

www.xwebhost.info May 27, 2008

Filed under: Uncategorized — jollacarmen @ 1:16 pm

Its actually a friend website, well I kinda promoting his site for the sake to get a free web hosting… hehhe not bad right? See the package below

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updates May 27, 2008

Filed under: Uncategorized — jollacarmen @ 7:19 am

Its been weeks now since I didn’t write in here, well actually I kinda pissed off with this blog since the time I changed its url (new name).
Kinda sucks because my old url still can be viewed and its supposed to be down site since I changed its name but it seems someone took the access from me, I dont know how to fix it since I dont know its access,… yeah yeah sounds very complicated thats why I dont have the urge to write it here anymore, kinda depressing…

but I miss it, I missed writing, you know confiding my feelings, foretelling my day was, spitting out my sentiments and you know documenting those happy memorable days… lol

Well the passed weeks are so expeditious, its like I’m living in a world of fast track… everything had happened so quick.

Ethel came home from Dubai with his Indian bf,
I quit to my job just 15th of this month;
I was not able to attend the 2nd Year Immortality Form Gathering- that was sad
I finally met Razel and Ryan after months of avoiding them…haha
and I still met him (you know–my HIM), I mean we texting now – communicating…
and I plan to go Singapore next month on the 25th…

Actually I haven’t plan this all, it just happen and I finally decided, with lots of sleepless nights Ive been through, unbearable headaches, mood swings and finally I came up to a decision that I know it will come up for a lot of changes… changes!

And I guess its time and I think I’m ready, I want to be ready…
Well, honestly it really felt good to decide things you want especially when that thing could make you inspire and changes the whole you. Well maybe I’m sounds so spirited and I’m very optimistic, and hopeful or hoping everything will turn out to be good and worth it.

And I will miss a lot of people of course, and somehow ended up questioning myself yesterday why do we miss people so much???
Isn’t because we missed seeing their appearance, their smile, their mannerism, the way they look at you, sees you?, the talks, the undying gossips?
or the relationship you have to each other? the days youve been together? the memories built and those happy moments?
or simply bec. that person you miss is the missing part of you??? hahaha

Whew well this is it! No turning back, no quitting and no giving up… no not just yet,

and I NEVER will… ;)

 

something real…….. May 2, 2008

Filed under: Uncategorized — jollacarmen @ 9:53 am

For a kiss to be really good you want it to mean something. You want it be with someone you can’t get out of your head. So that when your lips finally touch you feel it everywhere. A kiss so hot, so deep you never wanna come up for air. You can’t cheat your first kiss. Trust me you don’t want to. Cause when you find the right person to first kiss. It’s everything!

“Though you were not my first kiss, I feel the real kiss with you”
-JC

 

tagged May 2, 2008

Filed under: Uncategorized — jollacarmen @ 4:05 am

from frienster, from email, from forums, from the world of blogsphere and to this blog, here comes my pathetic response…

1. The phone rings, who do you want it to be?
– Just any employer from international jobs I applied to… hehehe

2. When shopping at the grocery store, do you return your cart?
– nope, there is always someone who does it for me… haha

3. If you had to kiss the last person you kissed again, would you?
– Definitely *wink*

4. Do you take compliments well?
– Depends, especially to a person who does the compliments.

5. Do you play Sudoku?
– hehehe, online! actually I love this game. Brain twisting game!

6. If abandoned alone in the wilderness would you survive?
– I would never think of that bec. I think I cant!

7. If your house were on fire, what would be the first thing you would save?
– My everyday bag bec. it has everything on it, from cash, cards, & receipts? hahhaha

8. Who was the last person you slept in the bed with?
– actually we didnt sleep, sad to say were just ******* i mean talking… (dumi ng isip nyo)

9. Who do you text the most?
– empress, kim, francis, noevym, akong mama, chum, manash, dorisky and all those certified spammers in my phone!!!

10. Favorite childrens book?
– Mary and the Secret Garden.

11. Eye color?
– Brown.

12. How tall are you?
– 5′3″???.

13. If you could do it over again, start from scratch, would you?
– if I still have patience and guts to do it again, why not?

14. Any secret admirers?
– secret bya…

15. When was the last time you were at Olive Garden?
– huh? never heard the place? does that place exist?
you ask weird!

16. Favorite ex..?
– Top 3 on my top 3 fav person lists. Maybe just maybe he will forever be a favorite.

17. Where was the furthest place you traveled?
– sad to say Leyte man yata…

18. Do you like mustard?
– mustard? i dont know if I ever taste that one…

19. Do you prefer to sleep or eat?
– sleep sleep sleep.

21. Do you miss anyone?
– yep. a lot!

22. Can you do splits?
– nope, cant!

23. What movie do you want to see right now?
– Forbidden Kingdom, hell yeah, I think its one worth hell of exciting!

24. What did you do for New Years Eve?
– Drinking with my family, eating, exchanging gifts (seriously) singing, dancing, it was a blast!

25. Do you think The Grudge was crappy?
– I certainly dont have an idea.

26. Was your mom a cheerleader?
– huh? are you kidding?

27. Whats the last letter of your middle name?
– O.

28. Are you hispanic?
– my genes? I think we all are, right?

29. Do you like care bears?
– not so.

30. What do you buy at the Movies?
– water, potato chips, fries and hot fudge from McDonals, yummy!

31. Do you know how to play poker?
– I wish I could.

32. Do you wear your seatbelt?
– Im not used to.

33. What do you wear to sleep?
– nothing… kidding!
well usually pajamas and sexy comfy tops!

34. Anything big ever happen in your CITY?
– economic inflation. overpopulation. poverty

35. Is your hair straight or curly?
– Straight. pero patay!

36. Is your tongue pierced?
– ngek, di oist.

37. Do you like Liver and Onions?
– both – it adds taste to food.

38. Do you like funny or serious people better?
– both in one person.

39. Ever been to L.A.?
– wala pa lagi.

40. Who is on your mind right now?
– actually nothing but I really want to think of him.

41. Any plans 4 tonight?
– part time.

42. What are your favorite songs at the moment?
– train -when i look at the sky
- tonic – you wanted more

43. Do you hate chocolate?
– not at all.

44. What do you and your parents fight about the most?
– views-… are so much difference from theirs.
- and im stubborn like them.

45. Are you a gullible person?
– I can be if I’m seriously worried about something.

46. Do you need a boyfriend/girlfriend to be happy?
– somewhat bec. I know I cant able to experience anymore the thing that makes me happy before, its not just I gave up for having someone in my life but the thing is? if I wasnt destined to anybody, well
maybe its my choice. but of course like anybody else ” having someone will always be “something special” to us…

47. If you could have any job what would it be?
– Agent at Dan Brown NSA – Digital Fortress… never say anything, I think its cool!

48. Are you easy to get along with?
– Yep. sometimes, I mean I dont know, uhmmm maybe… ambret oist!

49. What is your favorite time of day?
– afternoon, it always makes me think that the day is almost ended!

50. Are you generally a happy person?
– I think Im not bec. I always worry things, I worry bout my future, my country, my stability, my family’s welfare, my life; everything… maybe you can call me seriously crazy worrier person…lol
uhmmmm, actually small things makes me happy, I love to be happy, we all are right?

 

the sweatest thing… May 2, 2008

Filed under: Uncategorized — jollacarmen @ 3:49 am

nah its sweetest, whew!

-Last sunday my brother treat the whole family bunch of petite halo halo fiesta at chowking. hmmm yummier…
just hoping he gonna be ok with his little mess. As a sister Im worried, very worried after all I
still want the very best on him.

-Sorry I forgot our date on that day, bec. I feel I needed some sleep so I was just sleeping the whole day, (as if I wasnt get any for a century…lol)
-to my alter ego…

-My siblings were watching “The Sweetest Thing” (thats explain why I made it to be this titled, hehe)
The story is the craziest. Imagine a playgirl who met this guy for just 5 min conversation suddenly feel shes crazy inlove with him? O yeah, seeking for answers she runs off with her retarded friend and spend the rest of the movie chasing him down.
Hephep—Im zipping my mouth shut coz you should ought to watch this.

-My youngest sister makes me laugh, she was sharing this corniest story ever and somewhow she ends up burbling. I was puzzled since it was not funny. Really. But then its kinda sweet since shes sharing it with me.
I sence that I see so much potential on this gurl, anwway it runs in the family. hehe

-Still at this age, just this morningn when Im about to work I stumbled and fell on the ground. It
leaves bruises on my knee. huhuhh Ouch and that makes me today a bad day.
Such childish. clumsiness. carelessness.

-Still hoping it could be bright and shiny day for me like Meredith… lol
-jc