Its been weeks now since I didn’t write in here, well actually I kinda pissed off with this blog since the time I changed its url (new name).
Kinda sucks because my old url still can be viewed and its supposed to be down site since I changed its name but it seems someone took the access from me, I dont know how to fix it since I dont know its access,… yeah yeah sounds very complicated thats why I dont have the urge to write it here anymore, kinda depressing…
but I miss it, I missed writing, you know confiding my feelings, foretelling my day was, spitting out my sentiments and you know documenting those happy memorable days… lol
Well the passed weeks are so expeditious, its like I’m living in a world of fast track… everything had happened so quick.
Ethel came home from Dubai with his Indian bf,
I quit to my job just 15th of this month;
I was not able to attend the 2nd Year Immortality Form Gathering- that was sad
I finally met Razel and Ryan after months of avoiding them…haha
and I still met him (you know–my HIM), I mean we texting now – communicating…
and I plan to go Singapore next month on the 25th…
Actually I haven’t plan this all, it just happen and I finally decided, with lots of sleepless nights Ive been through, unbearable headaches, mood swings and finally I came up to a decision that I know it will come up for a lot of changes… changes!
And I guess its time and I think I’m ready, I want to be ready…
Well, honestly it really felt good to decide things you want especially when that thing could make you inspire and changes the whole you. Well maybe I’m sounds so spirited and I’m very optimistic, and hopeful or hoping everything will turn out to be good and worth it.
And I will miss a lot of people of course, and somehow ended up questioning myself yesterday why do we miss people so much???
Isn’t because we missed seeing their appearance, their smile, their mannerism, the way they look at you, sees you?, the talks, the undying gossips?
or the relationship you have to each other? the days youve been together? the memories built and those happy moments?
or simply bec. that person you miss is the missing part of you??? hahaha
Whew well this is it! No turning back, no quitting and no giving up… no not just yet,
and I NEVER will… 
