I just need something to happen, I need a sign that things are going to change. I need a reason to go on. I need some hope! And in the abscence of hope, I need to stay in bed a feel like I’m going to die today.
-meredith grey season 2
straight confession July 16, 2009
-its not that im against the world now
-or im cover up with hatred
-its not Im distasteful to accept the past
-or still cry bitter tears
-its just that hating you is the simplest and easiest way for me to forgive… to forget you…
-and for that I am not happy…
obssess with… July 15, 2009
“There are no flukes. There is no luck. There’s just talent and hard work and the ability to bounce back when you’re knocked down. No more, no less.”
–Nico Reilly, Lipstick Jungle
embracing hp.insomiac.2:16am
tomorrow July 9, 2009
is friday, of course and i’ll be “readily” busy..
go to ayala, check email from yahoo to gmail to live account, a little time for mafia, edit blogs, upload pics, pay my bills, call for dfa re: newpassport, drink with my friend, chat and eat at kfc.
so hoping for a sunshine! 
making a toast May 2, 2009
“Even though we’ve changed and we’re all finding our own place in the world, we all know that when the tears fall or the smile spreads across our face, we’ll come to each other because no matter where this crazy world takes us, nothing will ever change so much to the point where we’re not all still friends.”
“The hardest part about being friends, is loving you so much”
for over 13 years of friendship, im proud and making a toast for it, cheers!
Summer Break April 20, 2009
hmmm just thinking…
To refrain myself from all worries, detached my brain to work and spent a day to province as if I was repeatedly starting my life all over again.
watchatink?
Well this day is indeed anything but so f*cking boring… (yawned)
I think I need a break…
Good thing its summer time! and I wonder What will I do over summer break?
Any idea?
Actually I had good time last holy week at Badian Island with my family, we pretty did a lot like swimming, staying at beach, making ourselves tanned, finding those unfriendly shells as well eating them, relishing the oceans beauty and hearkening its waves, its very cool and tiring and we did have a great time but… still it’s good to be back home again.
back to reality… back to work… back to internet life… hahha
There was too much work, but it was work that I liked–most of it, anyway.
And when I visited the blog of my friend as well a co-blogger of Cebu Bloggers Society ; I came across to this post at PinoyWorld invites bloggers to a special SUMMER BLOWOUT, I was stunned , overwhelm and daze with a loud work WOW!
and I began searching insights and thorough about this destination.
Maribago Bluewater Resort is a beauty, well some pictures can be deceiving but I know its a great place since I also heard lots of good feedback.
SAd to say I havent been to this place (since Im just here in Cebu) and anyway Im looking forward of doing it so. I happened to got hopped to their blog at Maribago Bluewater Blog for more info and there I was convince!
so I barely cant wait for this, a great day for a good sunset.
A day of all together fun, chillax, and rejuvinating.
To refrain from toys (cellphone and the internet.) once again… hehhee
My gosh, it’s been a while since I got excited over boys! este over this pala! Does this mean, I’m back in the game? hehhe
I mean, the purpose is to really have fun (with or without boys) but you know, what’s “the Beach” without a flirtsome here and there? Hehehe.
So as much as I want to go this place, it’ll have to wait. Please see for link for more info: Pinoy World
But I’ll be staying there FOR FREE 
day of luxury, great food, and good company. Yes, I know. I’m one lucky girl
at facebook February 25, 2009
“Happiness is just an illusion caused by the temporary absence of reality.”
– not at all, maybe sometimes…
jc
feeler February 25, 2009
there are just some people who cant get enough of their attention. people who simply thinks that they are just so damn good than anyone else, a FEELER – i call them. ( i remembered when i wrote an article about my co mate before on my previous job).
i don’t like people who talks behind my back, and i hate them more if i find out what things they talk about me. you see gossip really spreads faster other than disease. so secret is not an option.
y do i hate him? bec. its still hard for me now to level up to his expectation, or maybe he thinks im no good at all… with the little time i still had, at least he has decency to think that i still need experience and all…
am i quitting???
-no not at all, not just yet… i need time to prove them and myself that i can do it!
im such a… February 16, 2009
“its so hard to keep on going when everyone seems to put you down”
its either i move on… or quit???
disturbia January 13, 2009
no one could ever stop me from seing and dancing and addicting this video, all over again… so i guess im highly spiritedly disturbed!
Rihanna Disturbia Lyrics:
Bum bum be-dum bum bum be-dum bum
What’s wrong with me?
Bum bum be-dum bum bum be-dum bum
Why do I feel like this?
Bum bum be-dum bum bum be-dum bum
I’m going crazy now
Bum bum be-dum bum bum be-dum bum
Bum bum be-dum bum bum be-dum bum
What’s wrong with me?
Bum bum be-dum bum bum be-dum bum
Why do I feel like this?
Bum bum be-dum bum bum be-dum bum
I’m going crazy now
Bum bum be-dum bum bum be-dum bum
No more gas in the rig
Can’t even get it started
Nothing heard, nothing said
Can’t even speak about it
All my life on my head
Don’t want to think about it
Feels like I’m going insane
Yeah
It’s a thief in the night
To come and grab you
It can creep up inside you
And consume you
A disease of the mind
It can control you
It’s too close for comfort
Throw on your break lights
We’re in the city of wonder
Ain’t gonna play nice
Watch out, you might just go under
Better think twice
Your train of thought will be altered
So if you must faulter be wise
Your mind is in disturbia
It’s like the darkness is the light
Disturbia
Am I scaring you tonight
Your mind is in disturbia
Ain’t used to what you like
Disturbia
Disturbia
Bum bum be-dum bum bum be-dum bum
Bum bum be-dum bum bum be-dum bum
Bum bum be-dum bum bum be-dum bum
Bum bum be-dum bum bum be-dum bum
Faded pictures on the wall
It’s like they talkin’ to me
Disconnectin’ your call
[ Find more Lyrics at www.mp3lyrics.org/P6lo ]
Your phone don\’t even ring
I gotta get out
Or figure this shit out
It’s too close for comfort
It’s a thief in the night
To come and grab you
It can creep up inside you
And consume you
A disease of the mind
It can control you
I feel like a monster
Throw on your break lights
We’re in the city of wonder
Ain’t gonna play nice
Watch out, you might just go under
Better think twice
Your train of thought will be altered
So if you must faulter be wise
Your mind is in disturbia
It’s like the darkness is the light
Disturbia
Am I scaring you tonight
Your mind is in disturbia
Ain’t used to what you like
Disturbia
Disturbia
Bum bum be-dum bum bum be-dum bum
Bum bum be-dum bum bum be-dum bum
Bum bum be-dum bum bum be-dum bum
Bum bum be-dum bum bum be-dum bum
Release me from this curse
I’m trying to remain tame
But I’m struggling
You can’t go, go, go
I think I’m going to oh, oh, oh
Throw on your break lights
We’re in the city of wonder
Ain’t gonna play nice
Watch out, you might just go under
Better think twice
Your train of thought will be altered
So if you must faulter be wise
Your mind is in disturbia
It’s like the darkness is the light
Disturbia
Am I scaring you tonight
Your mind is in disturbia
Ain’t used to what you like
Disturbia
Disturbia
Bum bum be-dum bum bum be-dum bum
Bum bum be-dum bum bum be-dum bum
Bum bum be-dum bum bum be-dum bum
Bum bum be-dum bum bum be-dum bum.
Lyrics: Disturbia, Rihanna [end]
