no reason October 16, 2009

“bag.o nasad ang main design sa wordpress dah”

and it changed every time i visits here. did i miss something?

maybe…

not so long time ago, i happen to shut down all my links  from (sites, portals, blogs)

why?

coz i never thought, writing one’s sentiments will lead a center of ridicule (as a form or criticism) esp being intended to evoke contemptuous laughter  by the subject.

maybe i guess, i was not ready to accept any form of  mockery or  just maybe i did not simply deserve that.

then i stop not bec. i feel ashamed of what ive done but maybe it just time to stop.

but why is it, everytime i look and stare to that picture, everything seems to back where it use to be, and that forbidden, unreturned feeling even feel unexplained even more.

still  I don’t have the answers, perhaps there is none.

still sleepy July 27, 2009

I just need something to happen, I need a sign that things are going to change. I need a reason to go on. I need some hope! And in the abscence of hope, I need to stay in bed a feel like I’m going to die today.

-meredith grey season 2

straight confession July 16, 2009

-its not that im against the world now

-or im cover up with hatred

-its not Im distasteful to accept the past

-or still cry bitter tears

-its just that hating you is the simplest and easiest way for me to forgive… to forget you…

-and for that I am not happy…

obssess with… July 15, 2009

“There are no flukes.  There is no luck.  There’s just talent and hard work and the ability to bounce back when you’re knocked down.  No more, no less.”

–Nico Reilly, Lipstick Jungle

embracing hp.insomiac.2:16am

lovers July 15, 2009

“I love you not because of who you are, but because of who I am when I am with you.”

“Love is not blind; it simply enables one to see things others fail to see.”

they make a great couple onscreen

photo taken at crocodile park during my trip at davao…

windows 7 July 15, 2009

Blackcomb and Vienna is an upcoming version of Microsoft Windows is slated for release

actually Windows 7 will be available on October 22. It includes tons of little refinements—
add ons and  lot of surprises. new development, exciting features, new editions and of course criticism here and there… hehe

uhhh cant wait for this new big thing… yahooooo!

tomorrow July 9, 2009

is friday, of course and i’ll be “readily” busy..

go to ayala,  check email from yahoo to gmail to live account, a little time for mafia, edit blogs, upload pics, pay my bills, call for dfa re: newpassport, drink with my friend, chat and eat at kfc.

so hoping for a sunshine!

making a toast May 2, 2009

“Even though we’ve changed and we’re all finding our own place in the world, we all know that when the tears fall or the smile spreads across our face, we’ll come to each other because no matter where this crazy world takes us, nothing will ever change so much to the point where we’re not all still friends.”

“The hardest part about being friends, is loving you so much”

for over 13 years of friendship, im proud and making a toast for it, cheers!

Summer Break April 20, 2009

hmmm just thinking…

To refrain myself from all worries, detached my brain to work and spent a day to province as if I was repeatedly starting my life all over again.

watchatink?

Well this day is indeed anything but so f*cking boring… (yawned)

I think I need a break…

Good thing its summer time! and I wonder What will I do over summer break?

Any idea?

Actually I had good time last holy week at Badian Island with my family, we pretty did a lot like swimming, staying at beach, making ourselves tanned, finding those unfriendly shells as well eating them, relishing the oceans beauty and hearkening its waves, its very cool and tiring and we did have a great time but… still it’s good to be back home again.

back to reality… back to work… back to internet life… hahha

There was too much work, but it was work that I liked–most of it, anyway.

And when I visited the blog of my friend as well a co-blogger of Cebu Bloggers Society ; I came across to this post at PinoyWorld invites bloggers to a special SUMMER BLOWOUT, I was stunned , overwhelm and daze with a loud work WOW!

and I began searching insights and thorough about this destination.
Maribago Bluewater Resort is a beauty, well some pictures can be deceiving but I know its a great place since I also heard lots of good feedback.

SAd to say I havent been to this place (since Im just here in Cebu) and anyway Im looking forward of doing it so. I happened to got hopped to their blog at Maribago Bluewater Blog for more info and there I was convince!

so I barely cant wait for this, a great day for a good sunset.

A day of all together fun, chillax, and rejuvinating.

To refrain from toys (cellphone and the internet.) once again… hehhee

My gosh, it’s been a while since I got excited over boys! este over this pala! Does this mean, I’m back in the game? hehhe

I mean, the purpose is to really  have fun (with or without boys) but you know, what’s “the Beach” without a flirtsome here and there?  Hehehe.

So as much as I want to go this place, it’ll have to wait. Please see for link for more info: Pinoy World

But I’ll be staying there FOR FREE

day of luxury, great food, and good company. Yes, I know. I’m one lucky girl

random facts about my existence: March 22, 2009

11. I hate waiting, its better you wait for me.

4. My guilty pleasure: greys anatomy and prison break

1. It takes just 35 minutes for me to complete my morning ritual–I showered, i always eat breakfast, I always try on a millionth outfits, I check my bag and see to it i have lots of coins for fare, put lipgloss and contacts and there im off to go.

3. I search a lot especially on people, whats the use of google anyway.

5. I need to listen 3 songs on my ride. music makes my day!

15. I do love photography which Im also a certified camwhore. hehehe

6. I am currently obssessed with charmed!

2. I always think ahead of what tasks to complete before im going to office

8. I can stay in the house just watching charmed!

10. I am extremely stubborn. and I always rely on my damn selffish views and it takes a while for me to convince that mine is not good enough.

12. if you do something bad to me, i easily dont forgive and dont forget, so better be at good.

11. I hate waiting, its better you wait for me.

19. He is still and be my favorite x forever.

13. I’ll be generous sometimes only to those people I inordinately fond of.

9. My worthless unforgiveable and unfair x has been one of my happiest.

14. If I were to change my body, I’d choose to have my butt to be smallish and my injection mark “that became big” actually i dont know the term but id like it to be remove.

17. I’ve met various men in my life, I dated, a few I got too involved, some became my obssession and one whom I considered “the one”. Ironically or stupidly none of them had worked out.

7. I will always remember and ashamed and hateful to myself by my big and stupid mistake.

18. I always wanted to back to that place and I promise and I will do my best to go back.

20. Id like to admit that I always go things in a hurry and but this time I’ll be more wiser and careful for I know there are still good things coming my way for that I’ll be patiently be waiting.